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Name: kendra nicole
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Fort Worth
Birthday: 11/2/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: Politics; Medicine; Cosmetic & Reconstructive Surgery; Religion- Catholicism; Friends; Traveling; Fashion; Music; Sports- Diving; TCU; Movies- Closer, Breakfast @ Tiffany's, The Boondock Saints, Pirates of the Carribean, Wimbeldon <3
Expertise: Being a Gangster.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical
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AIM:  kdeck05
Member Since:
4/8/2004
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| Okay I dont really know what that title was all about. HOWEVER! I do know that I have officially had a stroke and yeah...
Have you ever just wanted to quit life? Okay good, then you can relate to what's going on in my life. My issues just keep coming and no matter how many times I try to fix or solve these problems, not matter how many times I try to head off the stupid little things...They seem to come through and never let up. (Im sorry my writing is a bit off today)
I hope everyone has a great week.
xoxo
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| Okay. Im seriously about to have a stroke. It's Monday after school is out. SCHOOL IS OUT! Why am I more stressed about being out of school, than I was when I was IN SCHOOL?!?! damn. Okay... Katie is living in Italia for the summer and I have been doing what seems to be nothing but packin' her butt up and moving all of her crap to my mom's. It's ridiculous how much STUFF this girl has. Not to mention the fact that I am still not signed up for summer school. Im going down to Mystic this weekend for water front training...and ugh... 2.5 thousand people live in the house Im supposed to be living in this summer (with my aunt, totally no one's fault, no biggie). I NEED TO GET SHIT DONE. and it seems like it's not me that's taking so long. It's the process of life. It's not I that procrastinates and cant do shit. So, here is the world, it is ROUUUUNDDDDD. *has anyone seen that??? it's histerical. GO LOOK ON EBAUM'S WORLD. (i think)
peace xoxo
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| I have chosen to leave this entry untitled. You can either chose to read this, or just not. Which is what most people dont do nowa days...
I received a message over Facebook today from one of my best friends from Elementary. She invited me to her Bridal Shower and Wedding. How amazing is that?? I want to get married. I want to finish school, get married and start a family. I love my boyfriend. I want to marry my boyfriend, I want to spend the rest of my life with him...and this should be of no shock to him bc Ive told him that. He feels the same way. When I first read the message I thought to myself, damn, I wish that were me... Her fiance graduates this year, he'll take care of her and theyll have an amazing life. I sat there for about 1 minute and wished that were me. Then I started thinking about all my goals in life, all my dreams, asspirations...then I realized... I wont be getting married for a really long time. I wont be finished with school and I wont be free to love my boyfriend until Im out of school. I dont want kids till Im freakin 30. I want a career and I want to love my husband. I want to love him so much that if our relationship goes to hell after we have kids that we can sit there and say, yeah, remember when... Im terrified of marriage. Im terrified of changing someone as perfect as Stephen. I guess I get scared because I know this time it's real. This may be the be all end all for me. And part of me is so ready for that, and part of me is scared to death. I cant picture myself any where serious. Im the worst flirt. It's disgusting. I just know that if I dont wake up every morning and see his face, part of me will be missing. If I had never met him, Id miss him anyway.
Guidance is required in order to find my way in the darkness.
XOXO
Kd
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| Early Tuesday morning my uncle got in a really bad accident. He's a cop and works the night shift, was driving home on his crotch rocket when his light turned green at an intersection, he proceeded forward. The guy opposite of him turned left. Slamming into him, throwing him about 40 feet. Thank the Lord he has a top of the line helmet. His face and head were completely unscathed. However, his right side is a little more "banged up". His right wrist was broken and the tendons were severed by the bone and he has a pin in his hip, as well as a plate in his pelvis. The most sickening part is that whoever hit him, left the scene. How can you do that? How can you live with yourself after throwing someone off a bike, and just leave him there to die? My uncle's lucky, he'll make it, he'll mend and life will go on... But there probably wont be justice for my family. I ask you to pray and make the guys heart heavy for doing this to my uncle. Make it hurt him inside, so badly, he turns himself in. I thank God when I go to bed at night that my uncle is still here, and will be here for another year. I ask the Holy Spirit to touch the person that did this to my family and change their heart.
Please pray for my family, we need all the prayers we can get. Life is hard once again and I embrace God's patience with my family. Our love endures with Him.
love love love,
Knd
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| Blahhhh I dont want to write on this thing... Im busy and tired. School's hard right now, just trying to finish this crap up... Wrappin up my first year of college and meeting new people and having a new boyfriend. So yeah. Busy busy busy. Have a good week, hopefully more later-
love love love.
Knd
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